somehow i think blogging trains one's insistence.
haha.
i admit that i dont have such insistence of blogging in myself.
dont know why.
once when i got the urge to blog.
i dont have comp to let me blog and yet my phone dont have wi-fi
else i can blog and spread my feelings in the same time when i got on something.
Spm is gonna end soon.
alot of people out there are playing and enjoying their SHORT holiday :D haha.
apparently me too.
but im staying at home right now.
kinda bored.
waiting time goes and pass
got dancing later.
yesterday i said something,
made my friend thought that i mad of him.
and i keep interpret with him last night
gah im tired of him.
he said im scary.
i really dont understand scare of what.
i didnt even angry also.
bhaaaa.
im tired of explain and explain again with him.
i feel kinda tired and fed up.
maybe is because that he ever said that to me also.
someone told me maybe im a girl that he considered as another level one?
which is not a consider as a good level?
erm. let me say it straight.
he fed up with me? he thought im kinda disturbing?
arghhh. nevermind i know and knew all this time was me.
made all this problem for me and him.
went movie with richard,welton,josie,and ann last nite.
watched new moon.
gah.. i expected it will be bored. as i watch twilight and i almost fell asleep with moses. can imagine how bored is it?
actually the storyline is quite straight forward and nothing special.
but words said by edward inspired me?
hahaha. maybe i dont really feel good yesterday.
honestly.
i dont really feel good these days.
i just kinda hide myself from my feelings and be with friends all the time.
i cried yesterday.
somehow i think i can't stand and i broke down tears.
after that i guess i felt better. :)
edward left bella,
he told her when bella finds him back,
'I have made a choice that most hurt and sad in my whole 100 years life.'
some simple words inspired me too.
I love you.
I love you too.
these 3 and 4 words means alot. :)
maybe i would have the nerve to tell you that,
I love you
:)